Happy New Year
Everyone! I am starting 2010 back at the office. It is only 10 hours a week on Saturday and Sundays but it is still hard. I know it is good for Avery to be with his Dad but I am greedy and I want to spend all my time with him.
Pumping today at the office did not go as well. I haven't had to do it in 7 months or so and spilt a good amount on my skirt. Ho hum. Only 3.5 hours to go.
I'm planning on getting back in latex next month when Avery turns 1 for a celebratory shoot. I gave myself a year to get my body back. I just need to find a good photographer and spend a little more time in the gym. This will be another amazing year!
2009 was the best year of my adult life and it is all thanks to Avery. Becoming a mother is such a beautiful, life changing event. I am kinda sad to see the year end because of all the joy, struggles, cries and laughter it brought to my life. Yes, I lost a friend this year but a new life was given to me as well. I finally feel complete. I am no longer searching for approval or attention. I am just me and I love me.